I am having the absolute worst case to writer's block I've ever had.
I had my wisdom teeth pulled Wednesday, so I didn't even pick up my laptop then. Thursday I was pretty medicated and slept a lot. Yesterday family invited themselves over, and I had to be up and cheery or I would face consequences as usual. So today since I'm feeling a lot better than I have been these last three days, I decided to pick up writing again.
My only problem is, I cannot even figure out a starting I like. It's horrible. I've never suffered this much. I know how I want everything to play out, but just, goddamn. This first chapter is the introduction into the story, and I've been trying to figure out how to open it, what's best, and nothing's fitting nice. It's just frustrating.
Face, meet desk. I swear if I didn't hurt to touch my cheeks, I'd probably be hitting my head repeatedly. I am determined to get it though, and I know I'll figure out how to write it eventually, it's just rather frustrating at the moment.